this is out of our reach.

It's weird how good Bleach and In Utero are and how much of a fuck I don't give about Nevermind. That album is just straight up boring. In Bloom is an okay song, I suppose.

I still have no job. I still feel anxious 24/7. My heart beats slowly and thumps before I fall asleep. I downloaded Vicky Cristina Barcelona tonight because I haven't seen it since I saw it in theaters. I also downloaded Videodrome because I lost my fucking copy when I was moving back in (I think that's when, anyway).

Life goes on.